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Jamie R.
30 October 2010 @ 01:39 pm
happy halloween!!

 
 
Moods: nostalgicnostalgic
Tunes: a change gonna come - lauryn hill
 
 
Jamie R.
30 October 2010 @ 01:38 pm
happy halloween!


 
 
Moods: nostalgicnostalgic
Tunes: a change gonna come - lauryn hill
 
 
Jamie R.
17 July 2010 @ 05:38 pm
I've been cleaning out my room over the past few weeks. It kinda sucks cause I feel like it's the middle of senior summer and I don't do anything with my life but sit around all day. I wanna get out and see people and do things and partayyy. It's right in the middle and nothing is going on. I don't think anyone still LJs even. w/e w/e
It's really weird not being in high school. I don't like it.
 
 
Moods: depresseddepressed
Tunes: fioahfa
 
 
Jamie R.
15 March 2010 @ 09:56 pm
i should update more...
oh well
 
 
Jamie R.
24 January 2010 @ 08:17 pm
Birthday was so much fun.
Studying for midyears.
This year is weird.
 
 
Moods: contemplativecontemplative
Tunes: Signs - Bloc Party
 
 
 
Jamie R.
06 December 2009 @ 10:04 pm
I'm trying really hard to like, move on from the past 2 years-ish, but it's pretty difficult, cause there are some days that I just get really nostalgic and sad. I feel kinda alone some of the time and restless. I'm trying to get over the change, I guess, but it's so hard sometimes. Happy Holidays.
 
 
Moods: nostalgicnostalgic
Tunes: speakerphone- kylie minogue
 
 
Jamie R.
15 November 2009 @ 11:10 pm
UGH
senior bullshit!!!
 
 
Moods: anxiousanxious
Tunes: North American Scum - LCD Soundsystem
 
 
Jamie R.
05 October 2009 @ 11:37 pm
I wish it was two years ago, before I fucked everything up.
 
 
Moods: sadsad
Tunes: Go Square Go - Glasvegas
 
 
Jamie R.
13 September 2009 @ 12:37 am
First week of the last year of high school. Bizarre, sad, and nostalgic.  The senior assembly was weird, because I remember when it was freshman year at the assembly and thinking about what it would be like at the senior one but writing it off cause it wouldn't be for forever.  I was wrong, cause it's gone by so quickly, and that makes me really uncomfortable.  When I was in elementary school, every grade was very clearly defined, completely separate phases.  High school has been different, and I feel as though it's been one big, long but short, run.  I think about everything that's happened, and I get sad thinking about how different things are now then from part the time I've been in school.  I think mostly about how much I've fucked up so badly so many times, and the times before that, and I get sad thinking about it, and scared because in a weird way, even though I haven't enjoyed my time in high school, (Putting it nicely), I almost wish that I and everyone I go to school with could just be kind of suspended in time, because no matter how much high school has disappointed me and made me hate people at times, it's not as bad or as scary as moving on to things like college and a career and actually starting to live.
 
 
Moods: contemplativecontemplative
Tunes: My People - Erykah Badu
 
 
Jamie R.
12 August 2009 @ 11:39 pm
I want to do something really spectacular the last few weeks of summer, because I feel like it's gone by so quickly, and nothing has happened and it just makes me really sad that it's ending.  It almost feels wasted.  I love having an amazing summer to make up for a shitty year, but this one hasn't that amazing.
 
 
Moods: sadsad
Tunes: Seal Tubilee - Bat For Lashes